{"id":275,"date":"2012-09-11T22:50:17","date_gmt":"2012-09-11T12:50:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/?p=275"},"modified":"2012-09-11T09:18:45","modified_gmt":"2012-09-10T23:18:45","slug":"my-experience-with-vipassana-meditation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/2012\/09\/my-experience-with-vipassana-meditation\/","title":{"rendered":"My Experience with Vipassana Meditation"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I did 10-day Vipassana meditation course in July 2012. Meditation centre was located in Woori Yallock &#8211; small town near Melbourne.<\/p>\n<p>First of all, my notion of meditation was shattered there. In my mind, meditation was sitting quietly and relaxing, something like this:<\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"276\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/2012\/09\/my-experience-with-vipassana-meditation\/meditation\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/images\/2012\/09\/meditation.jpg?fit=334%2C334&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"334,334\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"meditation\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/images\/2012\/09\/meditation.jpg?fit=334%2C334&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-276\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/images\/2012\/09\/meditation.jpg?resize=334%2C334\" alt=\"Meditation\" width=\"334\" height=\"334\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/images\/2012\/09\/meditation.jpg?w=334&amp;ssl=1 334w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/images\/2012\/09\/meditation.jpg?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/images\/2012\/09\/meditation.jpg?resize=300%2C300&amp;ssl=1 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 334px) 100vw, 334px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Well you do sit quietly but it is not relaxing at all, at least not in Vipassana meditation. It is hard work. It is simple but not easy at all.<\/p>\n<p>What helped me is that I decided to allow myself to be a newbie. I said to myself: &#8220;It&#8217;s OK to do it poorly it the beginning&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>There were about 40 students total. Men and women were living in separate areas.<\/p>\n<p>Talking to each other was not allowed. Many people told me that this would be very hard for them. However I didn&#8217;t find it difficult at all. Maybe this is because I was not a very sociable person.<\/p>\n<p>Also there was no Internet, no TV, no radio, no phones, no visitors. I handed in my mobile phone in the beginning of the course for safe keeping. There was no communication with outside world at all.<\/p>\n<p>We didn&#8217;t read anything. There were no writing materials. Actually I missed pen and paper during the first half of the course. I was getting so many excellent ideas during meditation and I wanted to write them down so that I don&#8217;t forget them.<\/p>\n<p>We were spending a lot of time meditating. Here is typical timetable:<\/p>\n<style type=\"text\/css\">\n#timetable {border: 1px solid #DDD; font-size: 80%; width: auto}\n#timetable td {padding: 10px 6px}\n<\/style>\n<table id=\"timetable\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td>4:00<\/td>\n<td>Morning wake-up bell<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>4:30-6:30<\/td>\n<td>Meditate in the hall or in your room<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>6:30-8:00<\/td>\n<td>Breakfast break<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>8:00-9:00<\/td>\n<td>Group meditation in the hall<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>9:00-11:00<\/td>\n<td>Meditate in the hall or in your room according to the teacher&#8217;s instructions<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>11:00-12:00<\/td>\n<td>Lunch break<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"width:6em\">12:00-13:00<\/td>\n<td>Rest and interviews with the teacher<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>13:00-14:30<\/td>\n<td>Meditate in the hall or in your room<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>14:30-15:30<\/td>\n<td>Group meditation in the hall<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>15:30-17:00<\/td>\n<td>Meditate in the hall or in your own room according to the teacher&#8217;s instructions<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>17:00-18:00<\/td>\n<td>Tea break<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>18:00-19:00<\/td>\n<td>Group meditation in the hall<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>19:00-20:15<\/td>\n<td>Teacher&#8217;s Discourse in the hall<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>20:15-21:00<\/td>\n<td>Group meditation in the hall<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>21:00-21:30<\/td>\n<td>Question time in the hall<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>21:30<\/td>\n<td>Retire to your own room &#8211; Lights out<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>Getting up at 4 am in the morning was hard for me. In the beginning I was walking during rest times but later on I was trying to get as much sleep as possible. Walking, by the way, is the only form of exercising allowed.<\/p>\n<p>We had breakfast and lunch but no dinner. Instead of dinner we had two pieces of fruit and tea. Somehow I didn&#8217;t miss dinners and wasn&#8217;t particularly hungry in evenings. The food was delicious, I liked it very much. Oh, and it was all vegetarian.<\/p>\n<p>Meditating itself wasn&#8217;t in complete silence. In the beginning and the end of each session there was chanting played as recording. I found it strange at first but with time grew to almost like it.<\/p>\n<p>I would never associate meditation with pain. Yet initially I experienced a lot of pain and discomfort. Sitting without moving for long time becomes painful. Later on I found out that in fact you can change posture from time to time. So I didn&#8217;t have to go through all this suffering. Oh well, I still think it was beneficial for me.<\/p>\n<p>The main idea of Vipassana meditation is observe different sensation on your body while maintaining &#8220;perfect equanimity&#8221;. You try to be aware of your body.<\/p>\n<p>In the evening the teacher discourse was given. This was recordings of S.N. Goenka, a leading teacher of Vipassana meditation. This is where theory behind the meditation was given.<br \/>\nAt the start of the course management strongly recommended me to listen to discourse in my first language (Russian). I was glad I agreed because the material was quite thick. It was hard for me to follow it even in Russian. My English was definitely not good enough to follow discourse in English.<\/p>\n<p>The theory included subatomic parts, vibrations and future lives which was hard to swallow for me raised in atheistic Soviet Union.<\/p>\n<p>On day 8 I finally became aware of my leg. It was fascinating &#8211; it felt like my leg lit up with sensations like a Christmas tree. Immediately after that I was able to get a flow of subtle sensations which felt incredible. I can compare it to the opening sequence from Universal Studios logo:<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/KpNkgRv_8XE?rel=0\" frameborder=\"0\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>I felt ecstatic after that and couldn&#8217;t stop smiling \ud83d\ude42 I must admit that I couldn&#8217;t get that flow again since then.<\/p>\n<p>Surprisingly I got many revelations about my life during last days of the course. I realized how misguided I was in many aspects of my life. I understood why I behaved in certain ways.<\/p>\n<p>On the last day I felt very happy and was eager to talk to fellow students. I think everybody else felt blissful.<\/p>\n<p>Overall the course was great. I strongly recommend it to everyone. What I like about Vipassana meditation is that it helps everyone, regardless of their religion, race, age and background.<\/p>\n<p>It is hard, sometimes even gruelling but it is very beneficial. I think it&#8217;s like a boot camp for your mind. You can find more about it at <a href=\"http:\/\/www.dhamma.org\/\">Vipassana website<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I did 10-day Vipassana meditation course in July 2012. Meditation centre was located in Woori Yallock &#8211; small town near Melbourne. First of all, my notion of meditation was shattered there. In my mind, meditation was sitting quietly and relaxing, something like this: Well you do sit quietly but it is not relaxing at all, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/2012\/09\/my-experience-with-vipassana-meditation\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">My Experience with Vipassana Meditation<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-275","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/275","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=275"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/275\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=275"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=275"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chuchuva.com\/pavel\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=275"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}